A Year of Blogging part 1 – Healing

It's been a year since I started this blog. A lot has happened in my life. A lot has changed. Hell, a lot has changed in the month of June alone. No, nothing major on the outside, all is more or less the same on that front, but on the inside, I feel there has … Continue reading A Year of Blogging part 1 – Healing

My Ideal Wife

Who is this stranger that sleeps in my bed every night? She is kind and caring. She puts our marriage first. She comes to me for help solving problems. She is (possibly) open and honest. She is concerned with my feelings and health. She never yells at me, instead will politely disagree. She is thankful … Continue reading My Ideal Wife

Last Night’s Talk

I thought I'd take a break from reliving my Nightmare to talk about recent events. Carol spent Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday night in bed with me. We hadn't gone beyond holding and kissing and I kept the discussion to a minimum, preferring to simply enjoy things as they are. We decided to have a … Continue reading Last Night’s Talk

The Breakdown. (That Weekend part 2)

I woke up on the couch in an empty house that Sunday morning. The couch would be my bed for many weeks to come. I showered, got dressed, did some push-ups and spent a long time looking at myself in the mirror. I saw a good looking man in his late 30’s, confident and strong, … Continue reading The Breakdown. (That Weekend part 2)