What’s Been Going On? December

Feeling even worse, I wrote an entry about the darkness inside but again, I left it in my drafts, then I published an entry about how I almost opened up to my wife. At some point after the dark clouds started to clear, seemingly on their own, but I made sure to book another appointment … Continue reading What’s Been Going On? December

Weekend Adventures, Learning to Love Again

During the week, I put in my time at my job then I come home and work towards my goal of turning one of my hobbies into a career. Then on the weekends, we find something to do as a family. It's a good routine now. The ideal would be cutting the job out of … Continue reading Weekend Adventures, Learning to Love Again

The Pressures of Marital Sex

Yesterday, Carol said she will be free next weekend, so throughout the day I found a babysitter and booked a hotel for our weekend getaway. Our plan is to just enjoy some time together with shopping and drinking. ‘No pressure’ I said when I first brought up the idea but as I told her during … Continue reading The Pressures of Marital Sex

When the Dark Cloud Lifts and the Truth Shines Through

I've covered a lot of ground in these blog posts already but there are gaps in the timeline. There's over 6 years of a marriage breaking down under my nose. There were many great memories in that time and a handful of bad ones. Ones that made me think, this marriage is doomed. Do I … Continue reading When the Dark Cloud Lifts and the Truth Shines Through

Anniversary Weekend

I tried to do a condensed version but there's no way around it. I need to be as thorough as possible about our conversation. It's important. If you've been cheated on and are working on reconciliation, you need to have these kinds of talks. It's not easy but if you truly love each other and … Continue reading Anniversary Weekend

Last Night’s Talk

I thought I'd take a break from reliving my Nightmare to talk about recent events. Carol spent Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday night in bed with me. We hadn't gone beyond holding and kissing and I kept the discussion to a minimum, preferring to simply enjoy things as they are. We decided to have a … Continue reading Last Night’s Talk